Me Time

As an introvert, it's very important for me to have a "me time", or commonly known as "alone time". It means spending time alone doing nothing or doing relaxing things. For me, it helps charging my "battery". Everyone need a "me time" to self-realize, self-evaluate, and to look back what have we done right and wrong.

What I do during my "me time"?
- cleaning room
- clearing up and throw away unused things
- mind wandering
- reading and writing while listening to soft music
- writing while listening to jazz music (currently doing)
- checking what I had to do but missed out doing.

I remembered one day when I was having a "me time" and go through some articles about relationship and then checking my old Instagram posts, I realized that the last time I had a hangout or short getaway with my girlfriend was 2 months ago. That was when I thought it is time to plan another short road trip or day trip with her. I am sure this is how people maintain relationship.

I am a slow pacer but I will do things my own way despite others' misunderstanding.

In fact, I still have many things pending that I hope to accomplish but due to the damn time and money constraint, I have to keep them delayed. How I wish I can accomplish the tasks soon!

Money Can't Buy Happiness

I would never disagree that money can't buy happiness, at least not at my current state. There are several stages in our life. As we go through each of the stages, we will have different belief, thinking, perspective and life goal.

Sometimes, I hate my life as I do not have smooth journey as compared to the others. I do not get any support and guidance from other people. Sometimes I would blame, why do I have to go through such toughness in life. But I believe we rip what we sow. Sometimes I feel restless and unmotivated, but then I just have to go on doing my best just for better tomorrow and future.

At my current state, telling me something like "money can't buy happiness" is totally a bullshit to me and it does not help at all. Money can definitely can help solve many things that cause my unhappiness.

I do not know when I can be able to get rid of my current situation and go onto the next stage of life. But I know that when I have sufficient money to live my everyday's life, I will have to realize that I will need to focus on something more than just money to live a happier life. Something like love, family, health or better achievement.

I do not know when, but I just have to work harder than most people everyday in order for me to reach the next life stage earlier and faster.